Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Days...

This 30 Day Deal is about to kill me.....

DAY 8: Short Term Goals For This Month
Get good grades this semester.
Drive to California without any accidents.
Egh... that's enough!

DAY 9: Something Your Proud Of
Surviving this semester.
Moving into a 2 bedroom apartment.
Going to a dance competition and not crying nor NOT exchanging some very choice words with a few people =)

DAY 10-16 SKIPPING!!!!

DAY 17: Someone I Would Switch Lives With For A Day... would be Jennifer Aniston. Hello what women wouldn't switched lives with her?!



I realized this past weekend... that even though I am not pregnant, have a child, a big house, or lots of money... I am happy. Yes I have my ups and downs like every other women, but it really hit me that I am happy. Seriously though I was sitting there and it really hit me; It was a pretty neat experience for me to feel like this right now. I am lucky that I have an amazing husband and amazing parents! I no longer have the stress on the back of wretched parents and teenagers. I can live and enjoy life! I no longer have my heart pounding out of my chest every time my phone rings or when I get a new email. The Lord is no my side and I just have to faith that he knows what is best for me, not anyone else, and he will lead my in the right direction. I no longer have to live in a tiny shoe box. I am a married women who is loving life!
I have also come to realize that I have been more emotional now than ever in my life... I cry about every movie I watch even if it's about a dog! Those St. Jude Children's Hospital commercial gets me very time! Okay really anything about cancer gets me. My fish died (I had him for 3+ years) and I cried, though I flushed him down the toilet but cried. I guess I am my mothers daughter. I used to think 'jeeze my mom cry's a lot about the dumbest things in movies' well now that is me! FUNNY!

3 comments:

  1. I love that your happy. That makes me happy! :)

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  2. Talisa we love you tons!! And I am always here for you so always know and remember that! :)

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  3. i also am so glad that your happy.. you deserve nothing less! it was so good to see you on saturday.. you are as beautiful as ever... way prettier then jennifer anniston :) i to would want to be her and i also get teary eyed watching those commercials.. lol are you goin to come to state?

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